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Oct. 12th, 2008 11:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It shouldn't be exhausting to psych myself up to answer one LJ comment.
Sometimes I feel like, if I post something, anything online, it tells the world that I'm awake, and then people will want me to do things. And then I get weirdly afraid and don't answer my emails for days.
I feel like the only reason I'm still going right now is because nobody has told me to stop.
Things aren't nice in my head at the moment.
Bizarrely, one of the things keeping me going is Bonnie Langford. At times of stress my obsessions get more... obsessy. Nice to get away from the real world, I guess. And at the moment it's all about Bonnie.
Deep breaths. I know it's going to be all right. I just wish it was all right now.
Right. Early night. Big Finish audio. Fresh start in the morning.
Sometimes I feel like, if I post something, anything online, it tells the world that I'm awake, and then people will want me to do things. And then I get weirdly afraid and don't answer my emails for days.
I feel like the only reason I'm still going right now is because nobody has told me to stop.
Things aren't nice in my head at the moment.
Bizarrely, one of the things keeping me going is Bonnie Langford. At times of stress my obsessions get more... obsessy. Nice to get away from the real world, I guess. And at the moment it's all about Bonnie.
Deep breaths. I know it's going to be all right. I just wish it was all right now.
Right. Early night. Big Finish audio. Fresh start in the morning.
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Date: 2008-10-12 10:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-10-14 02:05 pm (UTC)I found your message - I didn't even know we had voicemail! As for good times to ring, morning would have been better, but now I'm working mornings, and some evenings, which is annoying, because those are the times that are proper times for you! But I'm not working all evenings, in fact nothing now until the end of the week. And weekend mornings I'm not working. So actually there's quite a lot of scope there!
Feeling a lot better today! How are you?
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Date: 2008-10-14 10:27 pm (UTC)However, I see no writingseseses from you in my inbox... :P :P :P
Go relax with Bonnie!
Date: 2008-10-13 02:39 am (UTC)Obsessing on Bonnie Langford is a nice way to get away from the real world. Don't you love how she's sliding down dirty, rocky slopes in "Time and the Rani," yet she never gets even a speck of dirt on her white pants? If that's not an escape from reality, then I don't know what is. :)
Now, go have fun with Bonnie, and forget about the rest of the world for awhile. You are one of the hardest working webmistresses I know, and you DESERVE a break!
Re: Go relax with Bonnie!
Date: 2008-10-14 02:06 pm (UTC)Haha, that is funny in Time and the Rani. Oh, Bonnie... *indulgent smile*
Hope you're having a nice week!
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Date: 2008-10-13 05:58 am (UTC)(((((((Llin)))))))!!!
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Date: 2008-10-14 02:07 pm (UTC)Thanks! I'm feeling a lot better now.
Ooh, Jess has your number...
I need your address, actually, I think I lost it...
Maybe I'll email your for it - I know you're in my inbox somewhere, but I lose track...
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Date: 2008-10-13 10:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-10-14 02:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-10-14 12:20 am (UTC)She's gonna be in a panto in Richmond as Peter Pan you know.
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Date: 2008-10-14 02:12 pm (UTC)I'm so desperate to go to that panto. Simon Callow is in it too!
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Date: 2008-10-15 10:37 pm (UTC)I'm so sad I won't be here! Sadly, it's rather high on my priority list if i get back in time in January. ;)