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[cosmic_llin]

It shouldn't be exhausting to psych myself up to answer one LJ comment.
Sometimes I feel like, if I post something, anything online, it tells the world that I'm awake, and then people will want me to do things. And then I get weirdly afraid and don't answer my emails for days.
I feel like the only reason I'm still going right now is because nobody has told me to stop.
Things aren't nice in my head at the moment.
Bizarrely, one of the things keeping me going is Bonnie Langford. At times of stress my obsessions get more... obsessy. Nice to get away from the real world, I guess. And at the moment it's all about Bonnie.
Deep breaths. I know it's going to be all right. I just wish it was all right now.
Right. Early night. Big Finish audio. Fresh start in the morning.

Comments

[cosmic-llin.livejournal.com]

Aww, it's ok! Don't feel bad! It's different when it's you, anyway. ;)
I found your message - I didn't even know we had voicemail! As for good times to ring, morning would have been better, but now I'm working mornings, and some evenings, which is annoying, because those are the times that are proper times for you! But I'm not working all evenings, in fact nothing now until the end of the week. And weekend mornings I'm not working. So actually there's quite a lot of scope there!
Feeling a lot better today! How are you?

[penguin2.livejournal.com]

Well, you know how I am and I know how you are now - that was a lovely phone chat earlier!

However, I see no writingseseses from you in my inbox... :P :P :P